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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:08:18 GMT -5
"...please dont snap or yell at me.."
Flanna's emerald eyes focused for a moment, the china doll eyes still shrowded in pain and worry. She stiffened under his touch, fear radiating from her, despite her best efforts not to.
"...I love you..but you can't love me." She bit her lip, running a hand through her hair with her bad hand, tugging at the short locks.
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:11:32 GMT -5
"Im sorry." He hadn't meant to snap or yell, but that was something he couldn't change. It was in the past.
"Well i do love you." He murmurred, catching her bad hand gently. "I love you, for everything. I love you now, when others would throw you aside, and i always will." He laid the barest of kisses on her hand, eyes never leaving her face. "No matter what."
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:17:43 GMT -5
Tears welled up in Flanna's eyes, tugging her hand and hiding it away. "...It's ugly..I'm broken...they.theey..cut..." She closed her eyes, curling up tighter on the couch, unable to say more. She was coming back a bit, but that didn't mean it was pleasant. She was struggling to maintain control, not to get hysterical.
But..at least Razor loved her.
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:22:33 GMT -5
Razor pulled her into his arms, almost onto his lap. "No. No. You're beautiful, love. Every part of you." He kissed her forehead, "And if you're broken, i'll fix you. " He smoothed back her short hair. "Im not goin anywhere. Ever."
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:25:57 GMT -5
"...even if they took something I cant get back?" She pulled out her hand, stairing at her lack of finger. "...don't know what they did..." She shuddered, curling up tighter in Raazor's lap, gribbing his shirt like she needed to hold on or drown. "...I feel like I'm going crazy."
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:27:18 GMT -5
He carefully took her hand, lacing their fingers together, and looking her straight in the eyes, holding her tightly. "Even if." Nuzzling the top of her head in a comforting mannor, his voice was soft. "No, love. "
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:29:36 GMT -5
Flanna sighed, blinking. "...you...earlier..you said you were sorry...why?" She bit her lip, her good hand touching his face with a hesitance. It had been so long since she had been able to do this.
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:31:23 GMT -5
"Because it was my fault you were hurt." He looked at her sadly, licking his dry lips. "I should have taken you with me then, but instead, you paid the price. Im sorry." He reached to his belt with his free hand and clicked open her switchblade. He carried it with him everywhere. "An eye for an eye, love...If thats what you want."
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:34:27 GMT -5
Flanna shook her head. "No..." She put a hand to the knife, staying it. "Stop it...it was my fault...I got caught. I shouldn't have upset them." She looked down. "It's my fault. So don't harm yourself."
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:38:49 GMT -5
"It was my fault too....we share the blame then." If that was how she wanted to split hairs. He looked at her, and kissed her forehead, taking his hand and knife back. "To remember, love, nothing more." He nicked himself where his finger met his palm, matching where her finger used to be.
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:41:34 GMT -5
...it was just enough to start Flanna sobbing. "...doesnt make it better...doesn't change it.." She crashed, crying hard, curling up within herself, holding her face in her hands. "I'm sorry..."
She was ashamed of the way she was acting. This wasnt her...but she didn't know how to get herself back...
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:43:06 GMT -5
"You say sorry one more time, love..." He trailed off, pulling her against his chest, smoothing her hair back, just holding her. "There is nothing to be sorry for...and no, i cant change it. I wish i could. I wish i could go back in time and do it all over again. But i cant, and thats something i will have to live with for the rest of my life. But i will."
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:46:46 GMT -5
Flanna cried til she was exhausted, finally calming down. "...sorry." She looked up at him. "...I love you." Her eyes were a bit clearer now, finally some of the old Flanna showing through. Not much...but it was a start.
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Post by razor on Sept 25, 2006 21:47:55 GMT -5
"I love you too." He smiled a bit at her, as much as he could manage, "You said sorry, love. Stop it. Im starting to hate that word." He was just so glad she was back with him, he was letting his barriers down...And realized how hungry, and exhausted he was.
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Post by flanna on Sept 25, 2006 21:52:39 GMT -5
Flanna sighed. "...don't put walls up..I can't stand that...just..." She leaned up and kissed him hesitantly, hands touching his hair.
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