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Post by fancy on May 10, 2006 18:33:52 GMT -5
Fancy stared at him "Probably....." her eyes filled with tears again, this time to real to blink away. She stared at the ceiling, willing them to go away, but they didn't. They trickled down her cheeks one by one. Searing the cuts on her face and burning her sparkling green eyes, they fell and they were never going to stop, Fancy was sure of it.....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 10, 2006 19:14:30 GMT -5
"Hey, dont cry. please?" He wiped them away with his hand, humming to her softly under his breath, trying to calm her down.
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Post by fancy on May 10, 2006 19:17:44 GMT -5
Fancy shook her head and looked away "I'm sorry...." she sighed and looked at him again "I'm never gunna change ya know... I'm always gunna be the same.... Foolish and stubborn...." more tears and Fancy was about to break down but she bottled it up inside, trying to not let him see her hurt like this....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 10, 2006 19:32:00 GMT -5
He pulled her into his arms, cradling her. "Cry, honey, its all right if ya cry. Im right heah- i got ya." He whispered, "Ill always got ya."
Foolish and Stubborn? So was he.
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Post by fancy on May 10, 2006 19:45:05 GMT -5
So she did just that, she cried. Cried until it seemed there was no tears left to cry. Her head hurt now and she felt dizzy, all side effects of the tears. "Red, what if i fail at this! What if i just----" she broke off, her mind was going fuzzy. She wanted to cry again but there was nothing more to cry about. So she closed her eyes and looked up at him "Red... have i ever told you why i don't like Spot?" she asked quietly....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 10, 2006 19:46:03 GMT -5
"No." He murmurred, wiping the tears away just as he had been doing the entire time. "I figured you would tell me when you were ready."
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Post by fancy on May 10, 2006 19:49:25 GMT -5
Fancy sighed and pulled away from him "Well i want to tell you now..." she took a deep breath and began "When i first came here.... Spot was the first one i met. It was just after you had left i believe...." she looked at her hands. "Um... to put it bluntly.... we had a relationship i guess and i freaked out and ran off to Queens... where i became leader... Then we tried again and i freaked out again... we kinda grew distant after that and i, being the way i am... thought it was his fault which it wasn't...." she bit her lip and looked at him inocently. "I was fourteen...." Fancy's heart was breaking, why didn't she tell him before. What was breaking her heart wasn't that she and Spot hadn't worked out, it was that her true love had to find out this way. Why did she have to be so foolish, why couldn't she have just come out and said it.
She smiled at him, her green eyes sparkled. He leaned over to her and pressed his lips to hers. He pulled back a moment or to later and she smiled over at him. She pulled him over again and kissed him gently. He laid his hand on her cheek and she wrapped her arms around his neck. Fancy and Spot sat there for what seemed like eternity, just sitting there wrapped in each others’ arms.
Fancy closed her eyes, tears dripping from behind her eyelids, memories of the past came floding back into her mind....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 12, 2006 4:44:35 GMT -5
Red paused, his gaze thoughtful and far away. For long moments, minutes even, it seemed like he wasn't going to say a thing- but then he pulled her back and kissed the tears away. "If you are worried about how im going to handle dis, dont be. I love Spot, yes, he is like a son to me in many different ways, and a brother in the others- but i also love you, with all my heart and being."
He paused again, thinking through his words. "I know it was hard for you to tell me dis, but love, im only going to tell you one thing..." He ran his fingers through her hair and over to caress her cheek. "He doesnt know what he's missin."
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Post by fancy on May 12, 2006 9:22:00 GMT -5
Fancy stared at him for a full five minutes before replying. "Your not mad at me?" she asked awstruck. "I thought-" she gazed at him for a moment before deciding that she should drop it. So, not wanting to push her luck, Fancy kissed him.....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 12, 2006 16:00:02 GMT -5
He smiled and kissed her back, rubbing the base of her neck lightly. "No, dahlin, im not mad. Why would you think i would be?"
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Post by fancy on May 12, 2006 16:06:04 GMT -5
Fancy gave him a blank sort of look. "You know i'm not really sure but, i didn't think it would go over this well..." she smiled at him slightly. "I had a bad feeling about it... but now that i know my feelings are off a bit..." she joked, sighing slightly and sitting back as another pain wave hit her. As i said earlier, she was getting pretty good at disgusing them....
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 12, 2006 16:10:11 GMT -5
But not quite good enough, because Red was her other half- the one person she was meant to spend the rest of his life with, and he could tell by the slight tension in her muscles that something was wrong. He ran his thumb over her cheek, but didn't say anything letting her know he knew. "Way off, love." He murmurred.
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Post by fancy on May 12, 2006 16:13:40 GMT -5
Fancy gave him a strained smile "yeah..." she breathed. Pain taking hold once again. She smiled painfully and bent forward, resting her elbows on her knees. "Um... sorry to disturb your shower..." she said noticing his wet hair...
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 12, 2006 16:47:58 GMT -5
"naw." He flicked some water on her, smirking under his breath. He was trying to not do his usual protective thing. "I was done in any case."
((is he still wearing only pants?))
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Post by fancy on May 12, 2006 16:54:47 GMT -5
Fancy raised an eyebrow and hugged her stomach "Yeaaaah right!" she teased, motioning to his pants. "Then wheres your shirt buddy?"
((yeah))
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