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Post by Collin Russiani on May 19, 2006 14:54:04 GMT -5
"Fancy and I were talking..." He murmurred, dropping his head and looking down at the dirt. "About having kids."
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Post by spotconlon on May 19, 2006 14:55:48 GMT -5
Spot tried to hid a look of disgust, but it came though anyhow, "KIDS!" he said more loudly then he meant to
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 19, 2006 14:58:49 GMT -5
"Yes, Spot. Kids, as in little versions of me." He looked up at him, "That would technically make you half an elder brother and half an uncle." He was trying to play it off, but there was still that undercurrent of fear in his voice. He was afraid.
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Post by spotconlon on May 19, 2006 15:03:03 GMT -5
Spot itched his head, and lit a fresh ciggar. "Kids eh, hmm. I duno how I feel about dat." he looked up at Red, suddenly realizing what the question about his dad was for, "You ain't nuttin' like him, ya know?"
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 19, 2006 15:05:07 GMT -5
He shrugged, "No, Spot, i dont know. And dat's the problem." He looked down again, voice soft. "My grandfather, my father...they were both the same." Abusive. Neglective. "It runs in da family...and i dont know what to do."
Dont know what to do...if i become like them...
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Post by spotconlon on May 20, 2006 9:58:04 GMT -5
Spot loooked at Red, concerned "Oh Red, you've neva'h been like dem, and you neava'h will. Abuse is a choice. A choice you would neva'h make."
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 11:58:49 GMT -5
He didn't look convinced, but he nodded anyway. "Its a choice." He repeated, mostly to himself. Red had been hurt bad once upon a time, but he had all but recovered from it. But the talk of having kids, made him question himself.
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Post by spotconlon on May 20, 2006 14:13:48 GMT -5
Spot patted Red on the back assuringly, "have you talked to Fancy about...these fears?"
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 14:15:23 GMT -5
"Somewhat." He murmurred, head in his hands, fingers grabbing at his hair. "What if i mess up? Spot, what if i mess up?!"
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Post by spotconlon on May 20, 2006 14:18:12 GMT -5
"Oh I wont let you mess up. And nedda'h will Fancy or Ace. We gotcher back man, if you show signs of...whateva'h, we'll be right dea'. But dat aint even summin we need to worry about, you aint going too."
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 14:19:30 GMT -5
"Hm." He muttered, "That makes me feel better, cause you could totally soak me if i was getting too bad and we both know it."
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Post by spotconlon on May 20, 2006 14:28:35 GMT -5
"Dats right. I dont like no kids, but if dea'h is you's-I'll protect them like my own."
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 14:32:07 GMT -5
He smirked, "Oh, dont try that. I know you'll end up loving them. Dont play dat."
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Post by spotconlon on May 20, 2006 14:36:45 GMT -5
Spot grinned a little, "Probably will-unless dey turn out as high maintence as your goil. Ah hell, I'll probably still love um."
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Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 14:40:06 GMT -5
He grinned, "You're gonna have to choose ya know. Being a big bruddah, or bein an uncle."
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