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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:37:53 GMT -5
Post by fancy on May 20, 2006 16:37:53 GMT -5
Fancy sighed "Red... Please... It's important to me..." she hit her head on the wall once. "You told Spot... and your not telling me...." she wanted to cry, but bit it back. "That hurts Red..."
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:39:31 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 16:39:31 GMT -5
For a long while it was quiet, and then... in a choked up voice and with tears falling down his face, Red curled up on himself. "I dont want to talk about it. I dont... I just want it to be over...i dont..."
Red never broke down like this. Never.
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:41:38 GMT -5
Post by fancy on May 20, 2006 16:41:38 GMT -5
Fancy closed her eyes. Tears dripping down her own cheeks. She ran a hand along his side. "Red, I'm so sorry..." she didn't know what to do. Fancy took his hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. "I won't ask again... okay i promise... lets forget about it...."
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:46:05 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 16:46:05 GMT -5
He was breathing hard, shaking his head back and forth. "I just....dont...." He shivered, from his head to the tips of his toes. "I cant... please..."
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:49:30 GMT -5
Post by fancy on May 20, 2006 16:49:30 GMT -5
Fancy looked at him. She had to be strong... for Red. "Red... I know it hurts..." she kissed the corner of his mouth. "Listen to me please..." she pulled her fingers through his hair. "It's all over... and the best you can do is give your children a better life than yours...." she sighed, this was hopeless.... What she didn't know she couldn't fix....
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:50:41 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 16:50:41 GMT -5
He closed his eyes, swallowing a bit. "Can you go...please?" He wasn't trying to be mean, but he didn't want to have the rest of this breakdown with her present.
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:52:30 GMT -5
Post by fancy on May 20, 2006 16:52:30 GMT -5
Fancy sighed. "Okay baby..." she kissed his cheek and got up. "I love you..." she turned and walked to the door. She turned around briefly to look at him, then turned away again.
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:53:27 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 20, 2006 16:53:27 GMT -5
"I love you too." He whispered, curled up on his side. Hating himself for this. For all of it He was supposed to be better than this.
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Bunks
May 20, 2006 16:55:59 GMT -5
Post by fancy on May 20, 2006 16:55:59 GMT -5
Fancy looked back at him one last time. "I'm sorry" she said in little more than a whisper. It killed her to see him like this. She hated herself for asking and she swore right there and then that she never would again....
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:31:34 GMT -5
Post by spotconlon on May 21, 2006 9:31:34 GMT -5
"Fancy," Spot whispered in the door way, "I think its time for you to go home."
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:33:27 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 21, 2006 9:33:27 GMT -5
Red heard Spot's voice and froze. He curled up a little more on the bed and tried to make himself seem much smaller than he actually was as tears fell down his face. Crying in front of his leader was not acceptable.
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:34:55 GMT -5
Post by spotconlon on May 21, 2006 9:34:55 GMT -5
As Fancy walked out Spot approached the bed. He didn't know what to say. "What..happened Red?" he asked as softly as he could
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:36:26 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 21, 2006 9:36:26 GMT -5
"I...cant tell her." He whispered, "I cant tell her what happened to me...i just...." His breath hitched as whatever he was reliving hit a sore spot. (hehehe, spot....^^;  "I...cant...I just...dont know what to do anymore!" |
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:39:33 GMT -5
Post by spotconlon on May 21, 2006 9:39:33 GMT -5
((hehehe)) "Well ya know Red, yous is going to be spending the rest of yoa'h life wit dis goil. You might wanna tell hoir about...certain tings. But I aint rushin ya, all in your own time."
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Bunks
May 21, 2006 9:40:55 GMT -5
Post by Collin Russiani on May 21, 2006 9:40:55 GMT -5
He shook his head, "Do you realize...how much hearing dat would hoit her?" He looked up briefly at the other, tears drying on his face. "Do you realize...Kid...you dont even know the worst of it?" It was startling to see Red like this- he never broke down, never cried...especially not in front of others like this.
And never in front of Spot.
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"I...cant...I just...dont know what to do anymore!"